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Impossibility

Impossibility should not be in our vocabulary and our thought process.

What might seem impossible to us

is possible with God

God > Impossibility

Do not live with the spirit of fear

For you are filled with the spirit of the Kingdom

but if you allow the spirit of fear to overtake you

The spirit of the Kingdom will leave you because there is no fear in the Kingdom of God

Find your truth and foundation in God so you will not fear

If you do take in the spirit of fear, turn to God and believe in Him so that he will renew the spirit of his Kingdom onto you

Anonymous asked: I just wanted to say that your posts are an encouragement. Continue to strive.

I’m glad that some of the things that come up in my life could be an encouragement to another.

Lets continue to strive together!

David’s Prayer, My prayer

1 Have mercy on me, O God, 
   according to your unfailing love; 
according to your great compassion 
   blot out my transgressions. 
2 Wash away all my iniquity 
   and cleanse me from my sin.

 3 For I know my transgressions, 
   and my sin is always before me. 
4 Against you, you only, have I sinned 
   and done what is evil in your sight; 
so you are right in your verdict 
   and justified when you judge. 
5 Surely I was sinful at birth, 
   sinful from the time my mother conceived me. 
6 Yet you desired faithfulness even in the womb; 
   you taught me wisdom in that secret place.

 7 Cleanse me with hyssop, and I will be clean; 
   wash me, and I will be whiter than snow. 
8 Let me hear joy and gladness; 
   let the bones you have crushed rejoice. 
9 Hide your face from my sins 
   and blot out all my iniquity.

 10 Create in me a pure heart, O God, 
   and renew a steadfast spirit within me. 
11 Do not cast me from your presence 
   or take your Holy Spirit from me. 
12 Restore to me the joy of your salvation 
   and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.

 13 Then I will teach transgressors your ways, 
   so that sinners will turn back to you. 
14 Deliver me from the guilt of bloodshed, O God, 
   you who are God my Savior, 
   and my tongue will sing of your righteousness. 
15 Open my lips, Lord, 
   and my mouth will declare your praise. 
16 You do not delight in sacrifice, or I would bring it; 
   you do not take pleasure in burnt offerings. 
17 My sacrifice, O God, is[b] a broken spirit; 
   a broken and contrite heart 
   you, God, will not despise.

 18 May it please you to prosper Zion, 
   to build up the walls of Jerusalem. 
19 Then you will delight in the sacrifices of the righteous, 
   in burnt offerings offered whole; 
   then bulls will be offered on your altar.

Psalm 51

Create in me a clean heart O God

and renew a right spirit within me

and cast me not away from thy presence

and take not thy Holy Spirit from me

Restore unto me, the joy of thy salvation

And renew a right spirit within me.

My sacrifice to you is a broken spirit; a broken heart

As I’m sitting here putting my finishing touches RST paper, I just couldn’t help but to look up this song and just sit and think about it.

I felt so restless writing this paper cause writing a paper is one of many things I just can’t do…. I’m a science major for a reason

but as I just listened to this song and forgot about the paper, God brought me so much peace and rebuke at the same time.

Everything I’ve been feeling recently was just answered by this one song.

Just feeling so apathetic, relying on emotions and the “spiritual high” to keep me going, feeling like I can’t hear God’s voice anymore when I read his word, and feeling like I’m being tempted beyond what I can bear, failing continuously and being buried in guilt (even though I know what the truth is and everything I got out from fall conference)

This one song took all that away.  The lyrics of this song hit every single point right on the dot.

Here’s the lyrics for those of you who don’t know the song.

VERSE 1:
You were near
Though I was distant
Disillusioned I was lost and insecure

Still mercy fought
For my attention
You were waiting at the door

Then I let you in

VERSE 2:
Trading your life
For my offenses
For my redemption, You carried all the blame

Breaking the curse
Of our condition
Perfection took our place

CHORUS 1:
When only love could make a way
You gave your life in a beautiful exchange

VERSE 3:
My burden erased
My life forgiven
There is nothing that could take this love away

My only desire
And sole ambition
Is to love you just the same

CHORUS 2:
When only love could make a way
You gave your life in a beautiful exchange
When only love could break these chains
You gave your life in a beautiful exchange

BRIDGE:
Holy are you God
Holy is your name
With everything I’ve got
My heart will sing how I love you

When everything was starting to become a routine, God makes a way to break the chains of apathy and he’s telling me that I’m free from all of the things that were drowning me

Now all I can do is sing how I love Him just as the song says

The lyrics to this song shows a transition of the heart as we just start to seek God more.  How we can go from being distant from God, feeling lost and insecure, to knowing that our burdens are erased and our desire and sole ambition is to love God.

Man I feel like I’m going crazy and I don’t even know if this post makes any sense.

HAHA. maybe, just maybe, by the will of God will encourage anyone who is/was in the same situation as me (if they can understand any of this mumbo jumbo)

Running on 2 hours of sleep working on a paper and being overwhelmed by God = craziness

Freedom

Freedom from chains and knowing my God is my strength and my provider since October 5th. Good to be freed for month and going strong

Thanksgiving

Thank you God for the persistent heart that you have given me, allowing me to endure any temptations knowing that you have called me to resist the world and follow in your footsteps

Thank you God for the family that you have provided me with to help me grow, as well as using me to help them grow

Thank you God for opening my eyes to see the changes you have instilled in the people around me, amazing me by witnessing how you can change hearts so radically to the people I love

God will you help me to love as you loved, to live as you lived, and testify as you testified

Anonymous asked: 87, 89, 79, 99

87. black and white picture of clouds with light shining through the clouds

89. none. if asked I will answer all of them honestly

79. The single best decision I have made in my life so far is letting God lead my paths.

99. If the whole world was listening to me right now, one thing i would say is

You are special and you are always loved

first time doing this, but i thought it was interesting:) ask!

  • 1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.
  • 2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
  • 3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
  • 4) What do you think about most?
  • 5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
  • 6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
  • 7) What's your strangest talent?
  • 8) Girls.... (finish the sentence); Boys.... (finish the sentence)
  • 9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
  • 10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?
  • 11) Do you have any strange phobias?
  • 12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
  • 13) What's your religion?
  • 14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
  • 15) Do you perfer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
  • 16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
  • 17) What was the last lie you told?
  • 18) Do you believe in karma?
  • 19) What does your URL mean?
  • 20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
  • 21) Who is your celebrity crush?
  • 22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
  • 23) How do you vent your anger?
  • 24) Do you have a collection of anything?
  • 25) Do you perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
  • 26) Are you happy with the person you've become?
  • 27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love?
  • 28) What's your biggest "what if"?
  • 29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
  • 30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
  • 31) Smell the air. What do you smell?
  • 32) What's the worst place you have ever been to?
  • 33) Choose: East Coast or West Coast?
  • 34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
  • 35) To you, what is the meaning of life?
  • 36) Define: Art.
  • 37) Do you believe in luck?
  • 38) What's the weather like right now?
  • 39) What time is it?
  • 40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
  • 41) What was the last book you read?
  • 42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?
  • 43) Do you have any nicknames?
  • 44) What was the last movie you saw?
  • 45) What's the worst injury you've ever had?
  • 46) Have you ever caught a butterfly?
  • 47) Do you have any obsessions right now?
  • 48) What's your sexual orientation?
  • 49) Ever had a rumor spread about you?
  • 50) Do you believe in magic?
  • 51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
  • 52) What is your astrological sign?
  • 53) Do you save money or spend it?
  • 54) What's the last thing you purchased?
  • 55) Love or lust?
  • 56) In a relationship?
  • 57) How many relationships have you had?
  • 58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
  • 59) Where were you yesterday?
  • 60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
  • 61) Are you wearing socks right now?
  • 62) What's your favorite animal?
  • 63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
  • 64) Where is your best friend?
  • 65) Spit or swallow?(;
  • 66) What is your heritage?
  • 67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
  • 68) What do you think is Satan's last name?
  • 69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
  • 70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
  • 71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
  • 72) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
  • 73) You can only have one of these things: trust or love.
  • 74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
  • 75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?
  • 76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
  • 77) How can I win your heart?
  • 78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?
  • 79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
  • 80) What size shoes do you where?
  • 81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
  • 82) What is your favorite word?
  • 83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word: heart.
  • 84) What is a saying you say a lot?
  • 85) What's the last song you listened to?
  • 86) Basic question: what's your favorite color/colors?
  • 87) What is your current desktop picture?
  • 88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
  • 89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?
  • 90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do?
  • 91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
  • 92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
  • 93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
  • 94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
  • 95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
  • 96) Do you have any relatives in jail?
  • 97) Have you ever thrown up in the car?
  • 98) Ever been on a plane?
  • 99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
  • 100) Give me your top 5 favorite blogs on Tumblr.
  • pleasepleasepleaseplease do this.

When everything else is gone, still I will look to you

There’s no joy when I praise you

There’s no guilt when I fail you

There’s no peace when I obey you

There’s no anxiety when I go astray from you 

Seems like all of my emotions just vanished from this world

And through this You’re teaching me more and more

That what you want isn’t merely emotions

You want all of me

So I hold on to what I know is true

Praising you even during the times with no emotions

Following you knowing that You know what’s best for me

Because You’re the God who’ll hold me close to you 

Because You’re the God who purchased me with the blood of Christ

Because You are God

And You always remind me that You’ll never stop loving me